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2007/4/30

Ah Za Ah Za Fighting!!!

4月26日妹妹生日我却忘记跟她们说生日快乐了, 哎, 超内疚, 好在后来跟妈咪打电话叫她帮忙传达, 妈咪还说她们生日那天超级开心, 收到巨多礼物, 可能早把我这大佬抛到十万八千里外了, 真是心淡啊, 希望她们快高长大, 身体健康吧!!!
 
4月28日好朋友思思生日我也忘了, 其实我没有忘记, 因为一直都没有为她庆祝过, 她确切的生日日子一直都不是太清楚, 今天才察觉原来已经晚了两天了, 希望晚来的祝福一样生效吧, 哈!!!
 
4月28晚和Phoebe, Sunnie疯唱了一晚的K, 把所有什么乱七八糟乌烟瘴气的东西都抛掉, 三个人像傻B一样喝酒, 跳Chiso舞, 扮郭富城, 唱好汉歌, 笑还珠格格, 还有做了一大堆变态的事情, 爽死了, 难得她们把什么形象都忘了陪我一起疯, 哎, 如果被别的男孩看到她们将来还怎么嫁得出去??? 到时候可别找我哦, HOHO!!!
 
4月29日我清醒了, 是时候要振作起来了, 手头上2700字的Assignment还没结束, 好吧, 我跟它拼了, 鹿死谁手现在还不好说, 反正会结束的, 结束后又是另一番风景, 另一个开始, 哈!!!
 
4月30日以后, 所有我爱的人和爱我的人一起努力吧, 祝大家考试顺利, 考试运旺盛!!!
2007/3/18

短记

感觉自己很幸福, 太幸福了, 似乎开始忘乎所以起来.
 
明天就要回国了, 虽然只是短暂的半个多月时间, 可是却依依不舍, 开始留恋平日上学的生活. 这星期是我从出生至今睡眠最少的一周, 平均两天睡8个小时觉, 简单说来就是一天4小时. 真不知道自己是怎么傲过来的. 看来回家后要恶补一下睡眠才行.
 
感谢某人所给的机会, 会尽全力报答的. 哈哈.
 
 
2007/3/11

杂想

唉, 可能真的是受到油兰得同学的影响最近无聊时开始看起星座来了, 所以才有上一篇关于射手座神话的转载. 在网上看了一些关于射手座的杂谈, 发现有些说得还真的蛮准的, 例如什么喜欢自由啦, 聪明能干等等, hoho, 其实还是蛮符合本人啦. 今年射手座的运气似乎还不错, 唉, 希望如此吧, 总不能常常乌云盖顶吧!
 
20号要回国了, 心情还蛮兴奋的, 回家可以抱抱妹妹啊跟爸爸打打Golf啊跟妈妈Shopping跟爷爷奶奶喝茶跟公司同事唱唱K等等一大堆精彩活动, 想起就热血沸腾的, 可惜就是时间太短, 而且又有Coursework的什么考试Revision的一大堆东西困扰着, 要不就完美了.
 
离开Chiso都有一个多星期时间了, 可是心里总是牵挂着Chiso的事. 虽然说那个粉肠主席Raymond办事能力不错, 工作还是认真负责的, 可是我还总是放不下心想插插手帮帮忙的... 现在终于能够体验到元帅兄所说的失落感了...
 
没有社团工作以后课余时间自然增加了许多, 可多了的时间我却不会好好利用. 看来要好好制定一份时间计划才行了.
 
明天Micro星期三POF同志们加油咯!!!
 

射手座的神話


  從前,在希臘附近的森林裡,住著一位美麗的精靈,她非常愛慕森林的統治者克羅斯。有一天克羅斯獨自到森林中狩獵,精靈就乘機迷惑他,於是生下半人半馬的科隆。

  科隆並不會因為自己半人半馬的外貌而自卑,反而更加地努力充實自己,加上科隆非常聰明、又多才多藝,舉凡音樂、醫術、射箭等等技藝樣樣精通,是一位能文能武的賢者。而且科隆也很樂於把自己的所學傳授給大家,因此有許多年輕人都拜科隆為師。

  可是有一天,學生們不聽科隆的的勸告,執意要上山去狩獵,科隆怕學生危險,只好跟著學生同行。結果,當學生們在圍捕山豬時,在一場混亂中,科隆被一枝毒劍射中,立刻一命歸陰。

  天神宙斯很同情科隆的遭遇,就將他升上天空,與群星同列,這就是射手座的由來。
2007/2/23

祝你生日快乐

2月20是你的生日, 我却忘了给你说生日快乐了, 今天只好把所有的祝福写在这里, 希望你能看到.
 
2006年是不平凡的一年, 许多意想不到的事情发生了, 有失有得, 可都随着时间的推移而慢慢冲淡了. 当时的我很迷惘,  内心很难过, 悲伤, 却没有能力为你承担些什么. 转眼间半年过去了, 大家都在为各自的理想一直忙碌着, 虽然我们的沟通少了, 内心却是牵连着的, 那是一种默契, 一种无法诠释的理解. 我相信下一次的重逢, 无论在何时何地, 我们的生活都是美满的, 幸福的.
 
今天我看了一部名为"生日快乐"的电影, 情节十分感人, 如果有时间的话你也看看吧, 相信你会产生共鸣的.
 
我愿把一切美好的祝福传达给你, 希望你幸福快乐的度过每一天. 过去的就让它过去吧, 人总是得向前看的, 乐观积极的面对每一个困难与障碍吧.
 
有时间的话一定会过去探望你的. I promise.
 
 
2007/2/16

无题

已经有一段时间没有更新我的MSN Space了,现在上来感觉很清新,似乎又重拾了写作的快感。近两个月做了不少事情,得到了不少的肯定和鼓励,每一个成功过后却有一种无法言喻的失落,似乎意味着努力的成果已经获得,等待着我的将会是新的挑战。情人节的晚上看了一部烂片,真的很烂,看完了很后悔没有砸场。昨晚的MC做得力不从心,很累,我在想像吴宗宪这类等级的主持人肯定体力脑力不同凡人,煲了这么多集我猜以后对他真的是五体投地。昨晚晚会的闭幕也预示着我的Chiso生涯真正的结束了,是时候要退位让贤了,Chiso的活动不能每次只看到一个面孔,即便是我的金曲“唯一”也已经成了大家闻声起跑的烂歌了,Chiso真的需要新血了。衷心希望我们今年的努力能够成为下一年Committee的动力吧,Chiso还是很有Potential的。
你好久都没给我发Email了,我想你应该很忙吧,如果有时间就发个给我吧,我还是会担心你的。保重好你自己。
2006/11/18

Big Thanks to you guys!!!

I wanna thank so many people, thanks to your contribution, thanks to your enthusiam and mostly, thanks to OUR genuine Friendship!!!
 
To Daisy: Without you, I am a useless fool. I can't express how thankful I am for you, you have been such a reliable and sincere friend to me for so long, ever since the begining I joined Chiso, you have provided me with unlimited amount of support, it is my real honour to have such a great partner like you. Thanks!!!
 
To Alick: My great leader, you have always been patient to listen to me, even though I am bullshiting all the time, but you always treat me nicely and back me up. It is my honour to work for you. 
 
To MaoMao and Mao Ge: The 2 of you have made the most incredible posters and flashes that I have never ever seen, you 2 are so professional!!! I can say the posters are the key elements for the success of "the one", without them we won't be able to make such a large-scale promotion. So Big Big thanks!!!
 
To Joe and Rai: Joe - super handsome. Rai - super pretty. So when they come together... you can image the picture right? A very nice couple, we all hope they can be, hoho!!! Great Thanks!!! Super MCs!!!
 
To Henry: It is my first time to work with you, your deep knowledge of music impresses me so much. A few days ago I was still panicking like a nut about the sound system, but you made it work so well tonight and I am so sorry to make you skive for the 3 hours lecture, I will ask Danny to lend you notes!!! Thanks!!! 
 
To Allison: Ah, what am I suppose to say for such a great helper??? Ng... Sorry, I have been really tough on you, I have put so much burden on you, I shouldn't have... Hope you forgive me la, I am being very honest... You have done a great job today, Thanks!!!
 
To Joan: I have never seen MS01 to be decorated so well just like tonight, really really, the interior decoration helped to create a wonderful atmosphere. You did a fantastic job, I really appreciate that!!!
 
To DingDing, Fei, Kelly, Angela, Lulu, Gao Han: 6 lovely girls, very very chary, you would never say no when I delegate a piece of work to you, and will always put as much effort as you have to help me out. Great thanks to you all!!!
 
To Raymond: My successor huh? A very very smart gentleman like me, hoho, does things step by step and patiently, a very clever and elegant man, can be a very good wealfare officer, hoho!!!
 
To Owen, Danny, Lantian: My Brothers, best technician team, we didn't really encounter any technical problems tonight, did we??? Their cups of tea really...
 
To Yennik & Eddy: 2 very handsome boys, good security men as well, sorry to ask both of you to stand all night, without you the competition will definitly run out of control. Thank You!!!
 
To my Friends: Thank you for coming to support our event!!! I know I have been busy these days, so can't really spend much time with you, but I promise I will, very soon!!!
 
Once again, THANKS!!! Let's ROCK again in the Second Round!!!
2006/5/14

爱你妈咪, 母亲节快乐!!!

亲爱的妈咪,
母亲节快乐!!! 祝愿您身体健康, 青春长驻, 事业顺利!!! 儿子不孝, 没有能够陪伴在您的身边, 送给您精致的礼物, 献上我最美好的祝福, 可是我对您的爱是在心里的, 好好的保存着。已经有一年没有回家了, 我真的非常想念你们。其实我感到很歉疚, 这个假期没能回家, 不能回来陪伴你们. 丹丹田田一定很失望, 这么久了哥哥还不能回来见她们。是不是哥哥不想回家陪她们呢? 其实我无时无刻都在想你们, 在想家人是不是都开开心心地生活着。虽然英国的学习生活非常充实, 可是难免有空虚失落的时候, 学习社团工作的压力都非常大, 即使身边有好友的安慰和鼓励, 可是是远远不及家人的关怀来得亲切, 来得贴心。我常常问自己, 是否做到自己的要求了, 是否尽力了, 却总是失望地否定了自己. 我是有能力的人, 却总欠缺一点努力和付出, 总是在很多方面做不到位。我假期选择留在英国, 是想利用假期来鞭策自己, 虽然空虚, 虽然难熬, 可是我相信自己会做好的, 尤其是学业上, 我一定要达到自己所设立的目标。我希望你们可以谅解, 我想以优异的成绩回报你们。请你们不要为我担忧, 我已经是成人了, 会懂得事理以及会照顾好自己。最使我挂心的是家人的健康, 所以你们一定要保重身体。
 
最后, 我想送一副歌词给妈妈,

云里的月光

星星一亮一暗在闪
时间didadida的响

我看着窗外云里的月亮
在老家的屋里你也许还没睡
你过的好不好你又在想谁
世界一天一天的忙
回忆一点一点的换
谢谢这些年你教我勇敢(让我坚强)

你陪在我身旁 不管有多么(那有多)困难
也只有你能够让我打败悲观

·你像一个云里月亮
也是我孤单中的方向

永恒照亮我未来的路上
你就是我冰风中的坐标
受了伤的避风港
有你爱我所以我不一样

我不知道话要怎么说
当这世界听不到我的梦
是好是坏都要向前走
不在乎明天会有什么
不在乎一路上多曲折
我懂了你在保护我
 

星星一亮一暗在闪
地球一圈一圈的转
我又一次看到云里的光

 

母亲节快乐!!!

儿子

高楠

 
2006/5/8

...

长这么大了突然发现自己是那么的自私,那么的置他人的感受于不顾,那么的忽视关心自己的人,对自己我感到很失望。前天晚上与Shimi久违的一场对话,唤醒了那个沉迷不误的我,那个只懂得如何满足自己而忽略了身边人的我。她说现在有许多人都与我拉远了距离,开始发现我已经不是一个可以值得信赖的人了。过去我一直认为,是自己所在的圈子发生了变化,认识的人多了,自然而然不能照料到每一个对我真心相待的人。可是事实并不是这样的,即使我的圈子发生了变化,可是对我好的依然如固,关心我的人仍然设身处地的为我着想,而我却忽视了这份情谊,认为它是我应得的,可是我又是谁?我只知道一直往前看,却忘记了回头感谢一直陪伴我走过那段辛苦历程的人。对不起,Pill,Shimi,Brian,Ronald,我忽视了你们的感受,一直想的只是自己,谢谢你们的原谅,谢谢你们为我惜存的友谊,我真的错了。明年我们还是一家人,你们的地位不会改变的。
应该感谢的人还有很多,Daisy和Yifei, 谢谢你们的邀请,我相信即使不能在一起住,我还是能够经常去蹭饭的。谢谢金毛, Sky, Nikko, Junhui, Kenneth一直对我的鼓励和照料,认识你们真的是我的荣幸。另外还有一个人,任劳任怨,没有她就没有Careers Forum的成功,真的谢谢你。
我无意间伤害了人,在这里想说对不起。在感情上我没有责任心,Shimi说,这是我最大的缺陷。我知道的,真的,不想再伤害任何人了。我会改的,请相信我。
2006/4/8

What is this?!

点名游戏规则:

1.由某个blog发起,出一个题目。
2.在自己的blog中完成题目,然后点名另外7个blog完成同样的题目。
3.另外的7个blog完成题目以后再分别点名,依次类推。
4.被点名的blog在完成题目时要注明被哪个blog点名。

5.不可回传,加一条自己出的题。

我被点名的blog是:

http://spaces.msn.com/yifeizhu/Blog/cns!424747B1802C2E40!627.entry?owner=1

 

问题:

01.最近在看的电视 - Premiership Live

02.最近在做的事情 - 跟金毛聊天聊到深夜~~ 我们真的是相见恨晚了

03.最近在听的音乐 - 吴克群的"我有罪"

04.最近在吃的东西 - 我是黑洞3号, 基本上吃了不会拉肚子的东西都会吃

05.最近在看的报刊 – FHM Collection

06.最近关心的话题 – 香港电影金像奖

07.最近常去的地方 – library, Maths building 和Efay答案一样, 难道我们... hohoho

08.最近常想的异性 – 不告诉你...

09.最近最想做的事 – 与家人在一起

10.最近身体情况 - 棒

11.最近理财状况 – 放假以后节省了不少, 所以三餐两宿不成问题

12.对朋友最想说的话 – 谢谢你们对我的支持与鼓励

13.对自己最想说的话 – 要变得坚强

14.想一个减肥的良方 – 我想肥还肥不了, 再减肥真的成排骨了

15.记忆中做过最疯狂的事情之一 - 花了很多钱在装扮上

16.喜欢K歌的程度1~10依次递增 - 我是K歌之王, 这个问题太多余了吧

17.最喜欢吃的食物 —— 外公烧的菜

18.最喜欢的水果 —— 葡萄

19.最怕什么?—— 爱的人受伤害 (家人, 恋人, 朋友)

20.现在最想做的事情 - 不用复习拿到 First on

21.你最遗憾的一件事情 —— 没有让爱的人幸福

22.短期的目标 —— 解决 Micro 和 Macro Econ 的 revision

23.现在最想买的东西 —— Mui mui 的大胯袋和 T-shirt

24.有没有劈过腿? —— 真的没有

25.你最不能忍受另一半的性格特征是? —— 没素养, 没品质, 没孝心

27.你最想将来定居哪里? —— New Zealand

28.接吻和做爱你更在乎哪个? —— 我不知道做爱的滋味所以答不出来, 对不起哦 

29.你平均一天上大号几次 ? —— 早上洗完澡一次

1.觉得自己最最最最……大的优点是什么? —— 性格温纯 

32.近一年,最丢人的事情是什么? --- 去Xanana吃饭忘了带钱包

33.感觉最好的接吻是和谁?- 说了你也不认识

34.带我去放焰火好不?-  Efay, 我愿意!!! 

35.你有没有红颜知己  -- Vivian?!

36.你现在最想的他/她是谁 – 他是爸爸, 她是妈妈, 我很孝顺哦

37.去年最快乐的是哪天?为什么?- 拿到Warwick通知书的那天, 因为有大学读了, 哈哈

38.今年最大的愿望是什么? - 家人朋友自己幸福平安

39.迄今为止最难忘的一件事?—— 爸爸做学校的演讲嘉宾

40.你在森林养了好几种动物,马.牛.羊.老虎和孔雀.如果有天你必须离开森林,而且只能带一种动物离开,你会带哪种动物? —— 老虎, 因为它贫临绝种哦

41.找结婚对象的条件是什么?—— 她爱我, 我爱她

42.现在谈恋爱,你会告诉父母多少具体情况?—— 爸爸妈妈, 其实我真的没有女朋友, 如果有的话, 我一定会告诉你们

43.你觉得今年世界杯谁冠军阿?—— 英国!!! David Beckham you are my best!!!

44.对自己的未来有什么想法?—— 能够带给爱的人幸福就很不错了

45.如果哪天你逼不得已要马上逃生,你只能带一样东西,你会带什么离开? - 带眼镜

46.你深受影响的一本书是什么—— 村上春树的"挪威的森林"

47.你怎样看待一个人的过去,特别是你爱的人? —— 我爱她就会爱她的一切, 包括她的过去

48.给你一块钱你如何拯救世界 —— 我会把这一块钱还给你

49.明天中午和晚上吃什么? —— 中午吃Panini, 晚上要和金毛约会, 哈哈

50.你的梦想是什么?—— 有一个心爱的老婆, 有一对龙凤胎的孩子, 有一份安稳的职业, 与家人过着衣食无忧的生活

51.假如你和你的他/她身处两个城市,你会以什么方式来维系感情? -- 很难, 基本上我感情道路上的失败就是源于距离的障碍.

52.给我一个考研或不考研的理由 - 一定会考, 因为喜欢在大学读书

53.今年情人节怎么过—— 在考试中度过

54.如果你要出国,而他/他必须留在国内,你会怎么抉择呢?— 请问出国多久呢?

55.不开心的时候怎样排解最有效?—— 肯定是哭

56.气质和长相哪个比较重要? —— 都很重要

57.如果给你100万你怎么花?—— 投资开发廊

58.让你用一句话形容点你名的人 --  efay, 你真的很可爱, 和你在一起真的很快乐, 所有烦恼都没有了. 不过, 下次如果要剪头发, 记得找我哦, Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!! 

59.你认识的人中,穿底裤最久的一次是多久没换 -- 这是Nikko的问题吗, 哇, 她好恶心!!!

60. 写下你影响最深刻的一件事,关于点你名的人。给了我一次难得的竞争经验

 

我的问题是: 给点你名的人心里面的一句真心话

 

好啦, 终于到我点名的时间了!!!

 

1. Vivian - 哈哈, 一定是你第一啦!!!

2. Rock - 我们要朝着"东楠集团"努力!!!

3. Owen - 兄弟我永远撑你!!!

4. Alva - 记得帮我带"叠衣机"!!!

5. Sze - 对不起, 麻烦你了

6. B. Frozen Princess - 你在新加坡要好好保重!!!

7. Yoty - 真的好想你啊!!!

8. Yoyo - 十年没联络了希望你可以看到我的msn space!!!

9. Lina - I am so sorry, Lina, hope you are well in Canada...

10. Candy - 有男朋友味啊?

11. Stephanie Chan - 好多人都中意你送比我的木结它啊!!!

12. May may - 得闲打比我啦!!!

13. 大家姐 - 下星期去London稳你!!!

 

2006/4/2

没有标题

 前几天看一个朋友送给我的一本书——《下楼谈恋爱》。
  刘若英说:“恋爱?谁不想呢?可是恋爱不是一个人的事啊!被你们说的那么招之即来,好像下个楼就可以找到对象……”

  朋友却说:"我突然觉得,如果能在感情世界里多些行动,多些赌注,少些怀疑,我的人生就是新的开始。就是这样,我决定主动下楼,就从这一刻开始!走,跟我下楼谈恋爱去……"


  曾经有一段时间,我天天听她的《一辈子的孤单》。我总是这样,喜欢一首歌,会连着听很多遍,听很多天。然后放开,直到某天在偶然听到,感觉又再倒回来,我们仍然能够重拾往日的感动。

  记忆是没实体的,它寄居在一种气味里,寄居在一段旋律。它通过我们的嗅觉听觉再把我们拉回去,越过长长的时间与空间的距离。

                 

  一直觉得《一辈子孤单》会是刘若英宿命的写照,虽然,我那么希望她幸福。他们都说越有思想的女人越孤单。


  就算以后刘会找到一个人陪她渡过一生,可是,她仍然会孤单。因为没有一个人可以完全了解一个人。或许,我们都是孤单的。

  所以,我们只有想尽办法靠近一点,再靠近一点,努力地相互取暖,互相慰藉。

  不知道远方的你是否已经走下楼来谈恋爱?

                 

  朋友对我说,会好起来的,都会过去。一定相信上帝是公正的!

  是的,一切都会过去,好的会过去,不好的也会过去。

  我们都是如此艰难成长,这些艰难可以有和人互相分享却没办法替人分担。当我们可以一个人战胜这些,我们就长大了。那时候天空很开阔,空气也会很清新,而我们在似水流年里慢慢地老去……

  生命永远是一个谜题,我们活着所有的意思便是不停地去寻找谜底。会有选择时的迷茫,也会有犯错时的后悔与痛苦,当然还有享受过程中细微末节的快乐。

 

最后,我明白我对不起你,可是希望你能够原谅我,我们还是好朋友。

2006/3/1

Gun Ba Die!!!

It has been almost a week since I joined Chiso, the job is tough, but the working atmosphere is very friendly. Being a HK person myself, getting into Chiso is not an easy thing, it takes time for me to settle in. But fortunatly I have a good partner, Carmen, who initially motivated me to join in Chiso, and have given me huge support and encouragement ever since. It is probably harder for her to get into such a community than me, after all I am a mandarin native speaker, but she is not. She would encounter much more difficulties than I would, but these drawbacks have all been covered by her passion and great enthusiam towards the job. I really appreciate her, she has an exquisite foresight for things, and her little brain is always full of thoughts. It is really my pleasure to work with such a talented person.

No loss, no gain, there are still some costs to pursue such a post. I have far less time to spend with my friends, especially Shimi, I feel guilty for her, we used to hang out everyday but it is no longer the case now, we hardly see each other in lectures, and even so, we still have individual things to do. I sincerely appologized for last night, when I have consented to her and owen for a dinner, but eventually I didn't make my promise, because I just had too much things to handle and I was absolutely exhausted after the Micro test. I am really sorry, I hope you can both forgive me. I know I haven't really made an effort to talk with you guys but I promise I will, and it is not going to be long. Probably during weekend we can cook supper together, well, you guys cook and I eat, haha, but I will do the washing up afterwards. Is that good??? No matter what happens, even it is the end of day tmr, you guys are still my best mates, with no doubt.

Thanks for Alva, who has helped to decorate my Xanga, and taught me how to translate the fonts while browsing the internet... Thank you la, and don't get upset with your boyfriend la, it is not worth it, you deserve someone better. Well, at least I think so...

Sorry to my parents, I have spent too much money this month, I am a black sheep... Sorry sorry, I will control my budget in the future...

2006/2/20

Thank you for all your support!!!

I am really touched today to receive so many support and encouragements from my friends, who have given me comfort after me being disquarlified to run for the HK socity president. I don't know how on earth I could possibly express my appreciation to them and deep in heart I felt sorry or even guilty for my supporters. It was all my fault to let such an oppotunity disapear out of my hands and I have disappointed my friends. I am so sorry... Now I am going to join Chinese Society commitee and aiming to run for Welfare, I will try my very best for it. Thanks for owen, who was one of my strong competitors but also my best friend, he gave up quarlification to let me run for it. Thank you, I know I have made you feeling awkward, but I guarantee I will run it for you. There is another person who I really really need to thank and it was her who brought me into Chi-so and introduced such a vulnerable oppotunity to me. You are just so kind to me, and you have helped me a great lot, and by seeing how hard you work, I honestly honestly honestly think you deserve everything from the post. So I pray with God's name, wish both of us can get our posts and especially you, there are absolutely no reasons to doubt your ability.
 
A few words to Shimi, don't quarrel with Danny for such a little little thing la, it is not worth it, compare with how much Danny has done for you. Correct your habit and you are a good girlfriend, I am sure.  
2006/2/14

射手本色

射手座五大建议 
 成功五大建言:
1.专心做一件事,建立目标的稳定性。
2.善加用洞察力及相信灵感。
3.找份可以真正自由发挥的工作。
4.控制容易浮动的心。
5.多加强外交的能力以及有效的运用策略。
◆失败五大因素:
1.做事缺乏计画,容易杂乱无序。
2.拘泥于繁琐的细节上,忽略大体。
3.工作时粗心大意,欠缺思考。
4.没有耐心、喜欢凭感情冲动行事。
5.容易浪费无谓的时间精力在无意义的事情上。 
2006/2/2

内疚

这几天过得很不实在, 心里总是有那么一两件事牵挂着, 即使在众人面前依然能够谈笑风生, 可是当孤独一人的时候却总是提不起精神来. 首先是身边的好友一个接一个地被可恶的流感病菌所打败, 继那个幸福小女人Shimi以后, 她的二十四孝劳工(老公)Danny也因操劳过度而发起烧来.受到最大影响的应该是可怜的我,中午总是一个人去Rootes Restaurant吃Lunch, 下午还得去探望他们,晚上就要帮Shimi写她负责的那一部分的Essay, 所以生活得还满吃力的,而且可能还要持续到周末,看来真的是一场硬仗哎.
 
 
On the other hand, I feel extremely guity for Livia, who had invited me for the Christian Glospel Meeting on New Year's Eve almost 2 weeks ago, and I cruelly betrayed my promise to her and didn't even show myself on the night, I felt so so so bad after what I have done, and I pray with all I have got to obtain her forgiveness. Please Please Please forgive me, Livia, I am deadly sorry for what I have done and will do whatever it takes to compensate my fault...
 
其实还有一件事,不过真的不知从何谈起,我觉得自己已经丧失了争取的资格和信心了,毕竟我是一个懦弱的人,没有面对失败的勇气,有了尝试就没有了遗憾,这已经足够了.
 
最后要跟Owen兄说一句谢谢,他的鼓励总是那么的有劲有分量,还有他照料我这个小弟时的那份窝心,常常让我感动不已.希望他早日找到一个好归宿咯,做他女朋友超好啊!!!
2006/1/25

Magic is cool!!!

最近发现我的魔术talent又升级了唉, 有些trick真的很帅很cool的, 重要的是可以吸引越来越多的观众, 真的好开心. 其实魔术是一种universal language, 无论你来自何方, 不需要多作诠释你都能体会到魔术中的奥秘, 就像音乐一样. 小时候妈妈总是催促我练习钢琴, 说将来以此能够拉近人与人之间的距离, 看来还真有道理, 只不过现在我换了一个道具, 用魔术罢了. 真的很感谢我的启蒙师父Ghost, 是他把我带进这个魔术世界的, 真的好想念他们, 还有那个难忘的圣诞...
 
Anyway la, 好高兴可以在一个星期内为三个朋友庆祝生日, Eunice la, Erica la, and of course, the little happy woman SHIMI CHAN (说她名字的时候有一种莫名其妙的恶心感...)!!! 看来一月份真的是一个Baby诞生月, 好多好多人生日哎. 在这里再一次向她们致敬以及献上一份暖呼呼的祝福, 希望她们可以真真正正幸福的长大吧. 最近流感还满厉害的, 各位兄弟姐妹要注意身体哦...
 
好了, Daddy, mummy, 小丹, 小田, hope you all enjoy your New Year holliday in Thailand!!! 
2006/1/15

Keeping Pleasant

"He is a fool who cannot be angry, but he is really a wise man who will not."
 
The habit of keeping pleasant is indeed better than an income of a thousand pounds a year. The life without cheerfulness is like the severe winter without the sun.
 
We all love cheerful company, but we are apt to forget that cheerfulness is a habit which can be cultivated by all.
 
We find it very difficult to be gay when we are in distress. It requires great courage. We should never forget that to be cheerful when it is not easy to be cheerful shows greatness. Thorny may be our way, but how happy is the conqueror's song!
 
The perfection of cheerfulness consists in the happy frame of mind. It is displayed in good temper and kind behaviour. It arises partly from personal goodness and partly from belief in the goodness of others. It sees the glory in the grass and the sunshine on the flower. It encourages happy thoughts, and lives in an atmosphere of peace. It costs nothing, and yet it is invaluable. It blesses its possessor, and affords a large measure of enjoyment to others.
 
By this occasion, I sincerely thank all those people who give me encouragements and happiness, those who truely love me. My families, Shimi, Vivian, Pill, Owen, Danny, Kenneth, Rock, Gordon, Candy, Steph, Big Sis, Maymay and so so many of you, thank you all...  
2006/1/5

思念

思念是一种美丽的孤独。   
  也只有在思念的时候,孤独才显得特别美丽。
  思念是一种幸福的忧伤,是一种甜蜜的惆怅,是一种温馨的痛苦。思念是对昨日悠长的沉湎和对美好未来的向往。
  正是在不尽的思念中,人的感情得到了净化和升华。
  
  没有距离,便没有思念。当轮船的汽笛拉响,当火车汽笛长鸣,当汽车的轮子开始转动,当飞机冲出跑道腾空而起,思念便开始了。

  也正是因为有了思念,才有了久别重逢的欢畅,才有了意外邂逅的惊喜,才有了亲友相聚时的句杯庆贺。
  思念折磨人,也锻炼人,更铸造了人的性格的沉稳和感情的深沉。   
  思念别人是一种温馨,被别人思念是一种幸福,当然好的前提是——彼此思念。   
  否则,单相思是一种哀愁,只被别人思念是一种负担。   
  因为思念,月光被注入了人类浓郁的感情。月亮弯的时候,思念也弯,月亮圆的时候,思念也圆,不论月亮是弯是圆,思念是一首皎洁的诗。

  思念可以让你流泪,思念也可以让你含笑。   
  不论你是哭着思念,还是笑着思念,在思念的时候,你都会心无旁骛。   
  的确,思念也是一种纯净。   
  思念在朗月下,思念在黄昏里,思念在秋雨中,美丽的景致,更易勾动人思念的情怀。   
  美丽的景致,也更衬托出那些苍凉的美。   
  伴随着不尽思念而来的必然是漫长的等待。美国女诗人荻金森说:“等待一万年不长,如果终于有爱作为补偿。这真也可以说是一种思念中的忠贞与豁达。

  不论怎么说,思念都是一笔巨大的精神财富。   
  一枚枚凝聚着深情的邮票,一封封散发着温馨的信笺,都是这比精神财富的内容。   
  岁月尽可以象落叶一样飘逝,但这笔财富永存。在你迢迢的人生旅途中,它会永远陪伴着你,给你绵绵不绝的温馨和取之不竭的力量。



2006/1/1

Another year, what should I expect???

Well, first of all, happy new year to everyone in the planet. 2006 has quietly knocked at our doors and it is time to make some wishes and set some goals. To all human beings I sincerely hope world peace will be brought to us and there will be absolutely none sufferings from natural disasters or war crimes. To my family I hope they are healthy and happy. To my friends I hope they all work hard and be positive to their lives and treasure every second to achieve their goals. To myself I hope I can be stronger academically and mentally, always stick up with my objectives and never feel ease to give them up. You see what I am saying, right? Anyway la, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
2005/12/30

Dear Daddy, Mummy

This is the first time I write something to my parents publicly, it might not be a very approapriate way to express my feelings to them but I just want everyone to know how much I love my families and how significant they are meant to me. To my father first, thank you so much for all the economic books you sent to me this Xmas, I really appreciate your kindness, and they are absolutely fantastic books, even though I haven't spent much time into them I could still tell they are excellent ones. I could vividly experience your patience when you were looking for them, with a purpose to fullfill my knowledge in the economic criterias that I was not too familiar with. According to my comrades in your company I understand the enormous difficulties you are facing in your work now, for every single time I want to do something for you but I just can't, with my limited experience and knowledge, i could do nothing but to bless you sincerely for your unlimited effort and spirit devoted in our company. Even during your busiest time you still have the energy to search those books for me, thank you so much, they are the best presents I have received in this Christmas. To my lovely mother, you have always always built a great example for we lots, you have devoted all your time to look after us, even though I am miles away from home, you still show your warm solicitude through the msn texts and your voice in telephone to me. You didn't even blame my unmatureness of spending so much money this term but every time you asked me to take care of myself and eat more. Thank you so much, I will do whatever I can to repay your high hopes on me and will try as hard as I can to achieve the ultimate goals you set to me. In this very occation, I wish you two a lovely Xmas and a wonderful new year, and please take care of yourselves and your son will always, always be with you two.